🔗 Share this article Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid shocks, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting. The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder. This condition often begin with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to three hours. Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods. What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free. One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center. Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads. Ancient healing records suggest unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures. It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”. Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this. In 1998, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better. In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms. Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments. A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased. National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people. But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals. The national guidance need updating to reflect a